Of Old, New, Honesty and Lies

I am starting to enjoy my visits to Con D more...today I had Bolivar Bonitas which was light and simple...It started off a bit bitter...maybe a bit of over-lighting? Then it got a bit more sweet and manageable. Suddenly halfway, it became very light...not light per se but felt light to the extent of erm..minty? I hate it when I can't find the words. It didn't get very spicy towards the end so was a easy smoke right to the end. Nothing sensational and I felt a bit dizzy at the end which marred the experience. Had nice live music ranging from spanish songs to jazz....BEAU-TEE-FUL :)

I realise when people go through big change, sometimes we become so afraid of the new that we would rather stick with the familiar that may not be even what we want or what makes us happy. Comfort zone perhaps? I have seen it a few times and today, very clearly in a friend. Babe, I am sure you know and at least he was honest.

Honesty and lies.

I realise too that sometimes we can sense when something is being kept from you...Not all lies are malicious. White lie perhaps..and you can kinda sense it but you just go along and keep quiet about it. After all, if you are not meant to know...maybe it's better to keep it that way until you are...Sometimes that day never comes or takes a long time to. It hurts for sure but sometimes you also know it came from good intentions so you just...smile.

I can hear many songs daily but often one will stick out. The lady sang many of my favourite songs today but it was the last song she sang that caught my heart. I wasn't quite expecting her to sing it. I have not listened to it in a long time..always skipped over it but anyway it's a beautiful song...

Can't Cry Hard Enough - Bellefire

I’m gonna live my life
Like every day’s the last
Without a simple good bye
It all goes by so fast

And now that you’re gone
I can’t cry hard enough
No, I can’t cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

Gonna open my eyes
And see for the first time
I’ve let go of you like
A child letting go of his kite

There it goes, up in the sky
There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can’t cry hard enough
No, I can’t cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

Gonna look back in vain
And see you standing there
When all that remains
Is an empty chair

And now that you’re gone
I can’t cry hard enough
No, I can’t cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

There it goes, up in the sky
There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can’t cry hard enough
No, I can’t cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

And now that you’re gone
I can’t cry hard enough
No, I can’t cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

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