Surprise surprise

Today I listened to this song again after a long time..I always thought he had good lyrics that made you think.. but as I found the other lyrics, I was surprised to see he had some explicit stuff too...see what I found after the original lyrics..and it's not even the most explicit...I really wonder if it came from him..

The Blower's Daughter - Damien Rice

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time

And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want toLeave it all behind?
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...My mind... my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

The Blower's Daughter (Part 2)

This has got to die
This has got to stop
This has got to lie down
Someone else on top
This has got to stop
This has got to lie down
Someone else on top

You can keep me pinned
'Cause it's easier to tease
But you can't paint an elephant
Quite as good as she
She may cry like a baby
Drive me crazy 'cause I like you

So why'd you have to lie?
I take it I'm your crutch
The pillow in your pillow case
It's easier to touch
When you think you're safe
You fall upon your knees
But you're living in your picture
Breathe, and she may rise if I sing you down
And she may drive me into the ground

'Cause I'm lately, horny..
'Cause I like you, will she take me

Remember

Never again.

Never again.

Never ever again.

Making Love Out Of Nothing At All

And I used to dislike this band..

Heard this old song the other day and started liking it again :)

MAKING LOVE OUT OF NOTHING AT ALL - Air Supply

I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where I find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream

And I know just where I touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose
And I know the night is fading
And I know the time’s gonna fly
And I’m never gonna tell you everything I gotta tell you
But I know I’ve got to give it a try
And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to pain
I know all the rules and then I know how to break’em
And then I always know the name of the game

But I don’t know how to leave you
And I’ll never let you fall
And I don’t know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all
Out of nothing at all

Everytime I see you, well the rays of the sun are all
Streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
Like a spotlight
The beating of my heart is a drum and it’s lost
And it’s looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the deep of the night
And turn it to a beacon burning endlessly bright
I gotta follow it ‘cause everything I know
Well, it’s nothing ‘till I give it to you

I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
And I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
And I can make all the stadiums rock
I can make tonight forever
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
And I can make you every promise that’s ever been made
And I can make all your demons be gone

But I’m never gonna make it without you
Do you really wanna see me crawl ?
And I’m never gonna make it like you do
Making love out of nothing at all
Making love Out of nothing at all...

My life - the next million dollar story? *Laughs*

Ah no long column like post today...maybe still long but today its all about myself..so ego ha :) and to the people who care :)

The other day, I commented to a friend that I wanted to watch "Everlasting Regret". Even the name sounds tragic so I said it must be some tragic love story. He said "Aiyah no need to watch la, I see it daily! Just look at you enough already. Actually it's more stupid." I just smiled. He also suggested I should just write my story into a play or dance show instead since dance is a part of my life. Frankly I found it quite funny and if this were three years ago, I would have never expected this friend to care. And if you ever read this, thank you, I truly appreciate it.

A lot has happened over the last 3 years. Sometimes I still am like few years ago.. my friend joked I am still like a little girl and act like one. Sometimes I am blur like crazy. But there are times when age shows and seriousness sets in. Sometimes I think I get too serious and scare people especially if it comes to work or I had a bad day. To those who have seen this, please don't take offence. I show black face because I don't like to lie to myself but I keep quiet because I don't want to take my anger out on anyone. Just let me be, be happy and I'll let the sun come out over the dark clouds soon. When I am unhappy, I like to see people happy or find happiness because this shows there is hope in the world and it helps me to feel calm. The other day, I read my overseas friend writing in his blog that he found the reason to love. I was happy to read that. If I can't be the actor in the play, then I am happy to be part of the audience, to watch the world from a third party eye.

I don't like to lie to myself. I don't like to lie to others either. So people, if I tell you something, even about how I feel about things, it is often more than not, true..even if it doesn't look the case. Yes sometimes I act very stupid but truth is often I know what is the truth, what is the right thing to do and what's the thing to do, all inside. Thus, if I keep quiet, it's probably because I already know but am not ready to talk. Silence is my way of saying thank you for all your love and concern because I don't want to fight.

But if I do talk, trust that it is probably the truth because if there's a part of me that doesn't concur, I would probably know and tell you as well. Best not to assume that normal necessarily means I have to be cos I think in many things, I have chosen a different path than normal. And to those in the know, I say this again.. It was never never never ever about the girls, but what was the situation. This has been, still is and will always be my stand..from inside. I always knew the reason but guess no one could give me enough faith to believe it..even the most important person who had to but couldn't.

This goes out to a good friend ...there are many times you are with me and times when I know my seemingly stupid behaviour frustrates you to no end. Because we are all deep caring people, I want and hope you find great happiness that not because you had to be someone else to get it but because YOU truly deserve it. There are times I want to say something, things that you will or probably have told me in reverse but again silence is my gift of friendship to you..because I want to believe in your decision and the path you have chosen. Just know that if that path doesn't work, I will not judge and will be there as your friend.

To all the people who care..for all the advice, all the scoldings, all the kind words, and sometimes most importantly, knowing when to give silence..in every area of my life...thank you..truly.